I know the story of, “Mr.Lame”, seemed a little confusing to understand, believe me it confused the heck out of me for the last 3 years and still is confusing me to this day. So here is the complicated story of how “Mr.Lame” came into my life.
Picture it: freshman year a new little fish in a new big pond. Everything seems so different, especially the students there. Since we all know how stressful freshman year can be, and meeting someone you like and can talk to is like winning the lottery. And when I met “Mr.Lame”, I felt like my time in high school was going to be great, until I transferred schools which basically ended any hope for a relationship or at least that’s what he said. Freshman me was completely hurt, so I decided to just put my guard and keep it moving… that lasted for a good two seconds.
He was back in the inbox telling me how much he liked and how much he cared about me, also that how he wanted to work things out. A part of me was all for trying it out, but then the other part of me felt like there was something better out there for me. I had no idea what to do, so I did what any other girl would do in my situation, keep him close, but not too close. Which definitely led to feelings getting hurt multiple times, and wanting to strangle each other. These feelings ultimately led me to giving this boy a chance. I can’t say I regret it, because I don’t. On to bigger and better things I go!